Coffee Cravings

Hi! I miss thee. Hahahaha! Been busy at school. So what's up? This week has been hella kinda fun mostly because of school. Thank God! Enough of very fucking goddamn asshole Eugene. Lol! Fuckyeah. I have this friend at school who's been so nice and somewhat kinda weird coz he's the very first person to see the real me. He told me that I looked like a rocker chic, that I look like I'm in a band and I answered that it's oh so very true coz I'm in a band way back years and last Thursday he told me that I really look mysterious. Hahaha! It's funny you know coz I never though that somebody will ever noticed the real me. I'm still very fcukin existing in this goddamn world. Haha! And nobody's calling me by my nickname at school. They call me by my first name. That's oh so new! Coz at CEU, everyone calls me Dett, everyone knows me as Dett not Loudette. Hahahaha! I kinda freakin' lovin' it coz it's new to me.

Hopeless Case

It's V-Day today! And I got no one to celebrate with. I miss him and I still love him. It sucks yah know! Wondering what is he doing right now? Maybe sleeping or maybe cuddling somebody else's arms. Lol! After all the PAINS that he gave me, I still love him. I guess that's what just love is. Happy Valentines E! I love you still. xx

2/2/2013

Hello birthday month! 7 days to go before my big day and I still don't know what to do? Am I going to celebrate it or not? I feel like not. :\ What for? I still have the bitterness inside me that's why! Gusto ko mang tanggalin hindi ko pa din magawa. Mahirap eh pero kakayanin ko basta I will not celebrate my birthday because I don't like too. Period.

Les Miserables:

   One heck of a movie! Made me fcukin super cry. Made me feel the bitterness inside me again. && I hate it but I love the movie. Teehee! Lol. Eddie Redmayne too! Thank God for him because he made me laugh though. Hahaha! He really looked like Carlo. Hahaha! Dafug! Anyways, I really love ze movie! Two thumbs for all the all-star casts!