Labor Fcukinnnn Day

It's May 1st and I'm still up yo! Thinking.. Thinking.. Thinking.. I really hate having feelings. I wish I was impenetrable as a rock, feeling nothing, feeling numb.

This feeling

I don't know what to feel? I kinda like him and dislike him at the same time and it's fuckin weird. My friends tell me that he's A-OKAY, I think they like him for me? I don't know? Maybe? Lol. And I'm having this weird feeling whenever we don't talk and I AM FCUKIN WORRIED RIGHT NOW! Gaaaahd. What's this feeling? Hahahaha! Too think we just met last Friday and we've been together for just 3 days 'coz I invited him to my birthday party at my province. Nyayaya. I hate what I am feeling right now. Seriously! </3